Week Of Randoms

-Had a dream where I said screw it and had a birthday party with all of the 90’s cartoons. I just couldn’t decide between rugrats, winnie the pooh,hey arnold or doug…the balloons were amazing.

-Off to the beach for the first time tomorrow and yes i’ve packed the whole house and yes bandages were necessary.

-Made steak and eggs for breakfast, I feel like a princess.

-Bought two books yesterday, good looking beach reads…I immediately downloaded them to my Ipad, cause you know the backlight. So i guess I bought 4 books.

-Ok so Harry Potter and the Cursed child. I JUST DON’T KNOW IF I HATED IT OR LOVED IT. Harry was huge for me growing up. I mean i wasn’t allowed to read it but did anyway on the bus to and from school and in the middle of classes. I got grounded multiple times because of these BOOKS and my insistent need to read them, and now this book…fine, PLAY SCRIPT… just don’t think it lived up to being called a Harry.I think it was trying to be edgy and in trying failed.

-I’ve wanted to quit my job 20 times a day this week and haven’t… so win? Or maybe huge fail.

4:42 Regret

On page 14 of “Harry Potter and the cursed child” and I’m regretting this reading descion so much. 

It’s all one liners. 

Dare I say it, there’s no magic, figuratively or literary. No  exstenstive descriptions of surroundings.

As always, I’m finding I should have left well enough alone. 

No butterbeer, but I hope this wine helps turn this thing around.

7 Day Challenge

I’m taking this seven day challenge where you banish all negative thoughts, or at least you don’t hold on to them.

I’ve been up for two hours and so far i’ve banished at least 20. Mostly “i’m so tired”,”the house is a mess one day after cleaning it” and “I DON’T WANT TO WORK.”

It’s going to be a long week. Wait, is that a negative thought?

6:03


This is what I feel like I look like right now…

but naturally. With hair just as high but frizzy.

Without meaning to, due to extreme lack of sleep and constant anxiety.

Hey I guess my dark circles are in style now.